Thursday, March 27, 2008

close your eyes to see the true love

i met a couple at work who were blind.i admire them a lot that how much they love each other without seeing each other. they told me that they have been married almost five years. they are naturally blind . they told me that they love each other to death .

i think that if we want to find true love we should close our eyes and look at with our hearts. our

hey blind

this earth this sky this stars is illusion
forget everything and think about the love
find your true love
there is only think is real in this world is eternity love

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

regrets and dissapointments

i left work at nine pm . when i got home i looked at my pictures from last summer vacation . every time i look at my picture that i feel like living that moment . i got engaged last summer and most of the my pictures belongs me and my ex fiancee. i was dissapointment that she was not a right person . i thought she is . i really loved her to death. i thought if i wouldnt be engaged i would be regret but now i am dissappointed .


i believe that regret is much stronges negative feeling than dissapointment . i would prefer to be regret than dissapointment. if i dont try i always will be regret if i try even if i am dissapointed i could fix the problem . i am dissapointed that my ex fiancee is not a right person but i can still have a chance to find my soulmate.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

can you see other side the world?

i went to work at four o clock . there was a party . party about disable people. it was very emotional party . i stop working in a moment and just watched disable poeople and started think about people who are complain about their life people who are making big deal the small problems.

i saw people that they only can move their head but they are still happy and appriciate to be alive . this is other side the world that most people can not see it . we need to stop to complain
and be appriciate to be alive . if there is a problem , there is always answer to solve our problem .

life is too short to worry

Friday, March 21, 2008

mirrors

When i wake up in the morning first thing to do is looking at at the mirror . I see good looking

face all the time . One day i thoght that what i see is real or just i see what i want to see . It was

creepy when i fist time thought about it. Most people think that they are good looking when they

look at the mirror. i might be one of them . Later on i thoght that we are not just looking our

body , our face , our appearance , we also see our personality in the mirror. I think if we are

happy with ourselves we see good looking face in the mirror if we are not happy we see ugly face

in the mirror . In other words our emotion changes our face every day in the mirror. I think i

should carry mirror everyday to see my emotions.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

to be lonely

i was
on my way to home from work . i took long island express parkway west . there was no one

on the highway somehow i started to think about lonely people or feel like lonely. can you

describe to be loneleness? what is the meaning of to be lonely. it is a mute life or too much noise

but you only hear your voice .

being lonely may be , when you are happy that you want to share your feelings and there is no

one big disappointment or when you are sad you can not find a shoulder to put your head . to me

people choose to be loneliness. i see people choose to stay away from other people and choose a

quiet life . i do not understant these kind of people , but i respect that there is always good

reason to be lonely.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

destiny

today was my off day but i got a phone call and my manager asked me to cover one of the server

shift. i wouldnt say no . right after left my house i got an accident . i got hit by big truck. it was

not major an accident but my car damaged . so after i got the report from the police officer i

thought that if i would not go to the work i wouldnt have an accident . somehow i wasnt mad

because i thought logicall that accident also part of our lives . it would be worse . i am glad that i

did not get injured. life is good any way.